choose to live, not just exist

soooooooo my all nighter has come to an end when i got up off my butt, printed my ish and went to get a bacon egg & cheese with hashbrowns. i sometimes wonder what goes through my head when i consciously decide to stay up all night doing work // not so much working rather finding music etcccc. i do have to say that it was a great success [said in borat tone in my head] for i found yet another amazing piece concerning my love & brilliant philosopher, 

anyone else absolutely loving his version of wavin’ flag [already such a gem of a song] with david bisbal. if only my exam today was in spanish, cause then i’d be well versed considering i listened to this on repeat all night and can recite david’s spanish part :) 

if ya don’t know what i’m speakin about, prepare to be touched.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAKnAYycV7k

maybe it’s just me but it’s so inspirational and makes me so teary-eyed reminiscing about my lifechanging trip to haiti. 

our group shot before leaving. [dere i am with the chubby cheecks, red face & gray skirt, looking fly as ever] nothing but love for that country and it’s people. i loved the culture and everything about Haiti before it became ‘popular’ to care about haiti. i literally balled my eyes out when i heard the news of the earthquake and still to this day i can’t think about it without wanting to throw up, bahhh okay enough sentimentalism and sadness…

i doo have to interject that coinciding with the haiti earthquake, i experienced the loss of one of my good friends, whom i will blog about later, but for now kellie, you’re always on my mind angel.<3 

im running on 0 hours of sleep and i gotsta get back to my studying! wooot wooot. anyone want to write about the matrilineal kinship in the Minangkabau village?

anyoneeeee? figures, no such luck.  almost done. 2 more thank godddd. 

where i currently stand considering relationships…

they’re just so blah and given my personality (obsessive & addictive to a crazy point) boys become my whole world. gahh one flaw i hate and am currently working on.. which is why this new catchy tune is my motto on life!

anywhoo i’m new to this whole tumbla situation… seems pretty sweet and savy so i’ma take part! my pre apologies already if you are following me [by the way.. thanks! i feel so special] this site will be my random happenings and odds and ends of what i call life. {check out my page—> it explains more!}

&& sorry but i have a tendency to be obnoxious and do thisss. idk why, but it’s a habit and you all will learn i’m a creature of habit and routine, but i’m meeeeee. [lil wayne anyone?] <— bad reference, i don’t do rap usually………&& i also have a terrible tendency to write what my brain wave is which is why you’ll find alot of these (testing… testing) throughout my blogs cause i go off on little tangents :) 

so i came across tumblr through random friends & i figured why not! i’ve got insightfulness coming out of my pores so i might as well make it useful! i created this about 2 weeks ago intending on getting started right away.. but sadly school, papers & the library is what consumes my life.

but yess i was finally able to take a break from studying and relax a bit until i go back and do more! the next 8 days and 4 exams will be the death of me! come May 6 at like 9:30 i willl be doneeeee and allow my mind to be free of all stress and not think about one damn thing.

summmmmer, i want you and need you.

thats all for now, gotta get back to the grind! hope ya’ll are having a great night! (i hate myself for saying that, but it rolls off the tongue better than you all)

good god i came on here intending to make a short little Helllo I’m laura speech and look how far that got me, my mind sometimes amazes me.